Cold wind gently making their way into my room
Tiny splashes of rain can be felt on my skin when the wind gets a little wild
The sky's a mixture of mild grey and blue with lights fading away
Here i am typing away in my dark little room with no lights on, sipping on my camomile tea
I'm a little stuck
But all will go fine. i guess.
Now the sky have turned completely dark. a mixture of red and black.
so i shall go sky watching and camomile soothing.
for once, i shall do what comes along the way.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Blogspot its getting more and more retarded and obviously pissing me off.
like how you do.
fuck.
I know I'm a little late.
but well happy Vs to all
Sincerely wishing all the day will be spent with your loved ones.
I felt the love. not only from the bf but also my dearest friends.
ahahhas
Thanks shanny and sweets! i love you all =))))
Oh ya, not forgetting Daniel chew. whahas
Happy Bdae to my favourite friend - Desmond
Ain't you touched that i delicated a space for you
Sorry for being a little late in blogging it.
Well haooy sweet V and bdae.
How nice that it falls in the same day . Well at least i feel that its nice. ahahas
Anyways thanks for being there and treating me so so nice
To The bf
Our 2nd Vday since. and the 1st seems like just yesterday
I still remember the tomato redden face, the sweet sweet cake and the bouquet of flowers with hidden bear
It seems just like yesterday that you were still in camp and sneaking out just to spend some time together.
It seems like just yesterday that i somehow feel you will be giving me a surprise even though you pretended to be out with your friends.
It seems like just yesterday that we got together.
It seems like just yesterday. Just yesterday the first time you told me you love me.
And as you said, our love is titanium strong
Thank you for loving and don't ever stop loving
And
What a small world we are living in.
The bf’s exgf -ivy’s usedtohangout gd fren and the bf’s exgf’s -twinkle’s senior and the bf’s fren’s exgf turns out to be my new colleague.
Confused?
Wahahas and we both reckon what a f*uking small world it is!
OMG
OMG
OMG
And this is how the bf, the gf and new colleaguecumold friend reacted
=))
Wahahahhas!!!!!!!
I really could not stop laughing
I did an exciting face recognition for me and the bf.
And this is the results for the bf
Pls ignores his slight puffy cheeks as he is chewing his lamb chop. Taken during our lomantic dinner for our anni and he was more than slightly high from our 1st glass of champagne!
And ever since then, I can conclude that for sure the bf CANNOT drink champagne as it causes him to be high. Real high.
Oh my god. I can't believe he looks like some ah pek call Gao Xingjian.
Who is that anyway! And he looks like jang Nara!!!!!!!!!! -faints-
Well, as for me
I can conclude I'm unique lah! I have such a unique face cause even though I run the search a dozen times, changing photos here and there and no face can be found similar to mine.
Well at least its good news that I don't look like some ah pek
Having the down period yesterday and I realize that we always quarrel over the stupidest thing in earth isn't it?
Looking back always makes me roll my eyes at least a thousand times and wondering why on earth did we moo over those silly thingy.
But the good thing is we always make up. Fast.
And I conclude we are a pair of stupid bfgf but I love you being stupid to me and me to you.
Sometimes he treats me like a fcuking kid and tries to tells me how to think and how to behave, who can be trusted and who not to. Who is real and who is fake. Sometimes he treats me like his little girl, cuddling me with effusive banter and enfolding me with his huggss and kisses.
Sometimes he shows that he's proud of me when he sees me close to finding my goals and when I managed to achieve what others can't.
But recently, I feel that he treats me more family. A little more. Wanting me to participate more and more in his life, his passion. Wanting me to be more involve in his and wanting to be more in mine.
No matter how silly it might sound, at times like these, I feel that he is the one.
On an even happier note I'm meeting sweets later.
Full attendance. Check!
And got a real meaningful song from Adrian.
Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’97
Wear sunscreen
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be
it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by
scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable
than my own meandering
experience…I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not
understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.
But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and
recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before
you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you
imagine.
Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as
effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing
bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that
never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm
on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing everyday that scares you
Sing
Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with
people who are reckless with yours.
Floss
Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes
you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with
yourself.
Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you
succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch
Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your
life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they
wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year
olds I know still don’t.
Get plenty of calcium.
Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.
Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe
you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky
chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t
congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your
choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body,
use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people
think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever
own..
Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.
Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.
Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.
(Brother and sister together we'll make it through
Someday your spirit will take you and guide you there
I know you've been hurting, and I know I've been waiting to be there
for you. And I'll be there, just tell me now, whenever I can.
Everybody's free.)
Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for
good.
Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the
people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you
should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and
lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you
knew when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live
in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will
philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize
that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were
noble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund,
maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one
might run out.
Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will
look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who
supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of
fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the
ugly parts and recycling it for more than
it’s worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen…
(Brother and sister together we'll make it through
Someday your spirit will take you and guide you there
I know you've been hurting, and I know I've been waiting to be there
for you. And I'll be there, just tell me now, whenever I can.
Everybody's free.)
I'm feeling mentally drained.
Eyes popping out due to overstraining and i guess in a few months time, my degree will rocket shoot up to a thousand.
Hurs. Dry humor. =S
On random,
I hate pins and needles. Not on my feet.
Basically I have totally nothing to do ever since I tendered.
I'm actually just coming in for the sake for serving notice.
Thus, I really have to plan my agenda for the day and if not, I'll rot to death in office.
Let's see what's for today
1) Blogging and uploading of pics.
2) Updating my MP3
3) Msn chat (a must for the whole day)
4) Walk in and out of the office to pass time
5) Lunch appointment with sweet (provided she can wake up!)
6) Friendster-ing and news reading time
7) Online self enrichment (blah!)
8) Online gaming all the way
All rights.
I know it sounds totally boring but what can I do.
When boredom attacks the mind, my brain gets choked up.
Addling me, losing focus
It's really a torture to serve notice.
Anyways.
Little bro's 6th bdae!
We will always love and protect you no matter what.
Love you feng!
Gift exhanging for the bf and the gf =))
the bf to the gf
The gf to the bf
And not forgetting shanny!
Met up was good and you promised more!
And of cause not forgetting my sweets.
Mos-ing as u s u a l
photos not too much and yet i'm lazy to upload. I'll send it to you lah!
and 1 absolutely delicious cutesy ang mo kia
1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day.1 more day. 1 more day. 1 more day.
Gosh
I hope it will arive in 10 secs time
Did I mentioned that I was so touched
Within a day of let known to my clients that I'm leaving my company, I had lots of well wishes and phone calls from them.
I was stirred. Really
Cause after all, it was not easy to send down candidates after candidates and yet not closing anything. Or in another case, my clients would be so keen but candidates had better offers or rejecting the offer.
Thus, all along I feel quite apologetic and crestfallen that nothing was closed with a few of my cangetalongbetter clients.
One by one, they called and asked me the reasons for leaving and stuff.
Stuff like will be missing working with me really makes me feel as if all my efforts during my stay in the company did not go wasted.
They do appreciate it. Just that it was not let known.
One even offered a position for me in their company =))
I would like to say a big thank you! (even though they would not be reading =D)
This will motivate me even more in my new highly anticipated (by me) job.
All rights
2 more days and we will be off to paradise!
oh ya! The bf went to get a friendster account. so he is not so cool after all
whahahhas
